Kelly Clarkson-Because Of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did 
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery  
I will not break the way you did You fell so hard 
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far


Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk  
Because of you 
I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt  
Because of you  
I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me  
Because of you I am afraid


I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out 
I cannot cry  
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes  
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh Every day of my life 
My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with


Because of you  
I never stray too far from the sidewalk 
Because of you  
I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt 
Because of you 
I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me 
Because of you I am afraid


I watched you die I heard you cry  
Every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry In the middle of the night Over the same damn thing
Because of you 
I never stray too far from the sidewalk  
Because of you 
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt  
Because of you 
I tried my hardest just to forget everything  
Because of you  
I don't know how to let anyone else in  
Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty  
Because of you I am afraid 

Because of you

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Masihkah engkau mendambakan dia yang telah berlalu?
Masihkah engkau menenggelamkan hatimu menyelami lautan rindu?
Masihkah jiwamu terbuai harapan pada seseorang di masa lalumu?


Mungkinkah dia penentu kebahagian hidupmu?
Yakinkah dia mampu melipurkan lara di jiwamu?
Akankah dia datang mengobati pilunya rindu di hatimu?


Sahabatku...
Sadarlah dari kemabukanmu..
Bangunlah dari mimpi ~ mimpi keindahan yang semu..


Bukankah ALLAH yang menjauhkan dia darimu?
Karena di sudut lain dalam kehidupanmu,
Ada seseorang yang berdo'a dalam Istikharahnya,
Memohonkan segala kebaikanmu untuknya..


Dan ALLAH Maha Tahu..
Seseorang itu lah yang TERBAIK bagimu..
Karena tidak semata-mata ALLAH memisahkan,
Tidak semata-mata ALLAH menjauhkan,
Melainkan ALLAH Maha Tahu apa yg terbaik bagimu...